ulu pork v2.0

some of you realised but some of u didnt. but i think many people are refreshing my blog to find out my explanation for everything. and i'm here only now because i have absolutely no idea what to write, where to start and is there a need to.

(after thinking for another 15 mins)

sometimes, when characters of 2 are too alike, it may not be a good thing at all. i thought, it was really hard to find someone whom you share so many similar hobbies and had so many common topics to talk about. i thought everything will fit nicely.

however, i was wrong. i suffered and did not express myself well. although i'm a happier person now, i've hurt someone directly and i'm not starting to feel too well now again. initially i was hopping that it wont be too bad and we can still be friends, but i'm not too sure now. to him it may be all kinds of excuses i'm giving, but at least for the "excuses" i gave, i can answer to myself.

it should never even start. my fault.

never put in effort. my fault.

but at least i learn a very valuable lesson.

be true to yourself and your heart.
love cannot be cultivated.

i'm a happy girl, really. and i hope you will get this over too. i cannot hope or force you to be friends with me again, but i'll always treat you as my good pal and wishes you all the best.