thoughts

a friend just told me that he will be leading another team to china (shld be shanxi) next june and ask if i want to go..

if i go, my trip will fully subsidised (about S$1.5k).

but i don't think i'm going, for the fact that it will be a repeat of everything. i might not be as motivated as before and awkward level will be near to infinity.

he just told me "can we not talk to each other until i talk to you?" then he asked me about the trip.

how...... appropriate.

from the trip, i've learnt a lot and i'm glad i went ahead for the trip. i've seen the good, the hidden and the ugly sides of human beings.. and i'm more than happy that i managed to detect almost all. seems like my mj experience are put into good use, haha!

i've plan 2 things for myself. to go for exchange programme in year 3 but i need to work reaaaaalllyyyy hard cuz my cap is super cui. preferably US.

then for year 2, probably start internship at some company. sounds good?

temper these few days not the best, especially today. i scolded the supermarket auntie cuz she reprimanded my sister and i for something we didn't commit and there were no clear instructions. i just told her "you never put any instructions how you expect me to know?".

i've a bad temper. not kidding =)