CONTINUATION OF BAD WEEK

hais. just when i finally found an aim, i am rejected by ssds cuz apparently i failed their eye test, which is total crap cuz they insist 'YOU CANNOT COVER YOUR EYE WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR EYE TEST'.

ok it goes like this. i have lazy eyes but not very jialat, just that my dominant eye is my right and i hardly use my left eye to see. so when they were testing my eye using that lok kok device, when i covered my right eye myself (usually opticians will use tt stick to cover ur eyes right) manually they told me directly "OH SORRY YOU CANNOT APPLY CUZ U COVER UR EYES"

wahlao not like i'm blind right? shit! does it mean i cannot drive forever? this is utter crap cuz i know of people whose lazy eye is worse than mine and is happily driving. i'm absolutely sian diao over the fact that i cannot concentrate my lecture today.

oh ya, i overslept and missed my 12pm lect again. this is the outcome if you have no aim in life and when university gives you too much freedom and what's more when you are heading to somewhere you don't really anticipate everyday.

anyway, over the past few nights (before closing my eyes at 6am) thinking about my university route again. although it has only just started barely 1 month, more or less i know what i will be heading next yr. i will apply for nus and ntu again and will enrol if any of them offers me a place and forfeit my place at sim. many will say that i'm wasting about 10k now, but what my sis told me, i'm learning additional knowledge and gaining more experience and independence which is not a bad thing after all for the amount spent. well, maybe i wasn't that strong afterall to have the courage to face everything which i thought i can overcome and probably not even after i graduate, because i know since very long ago this was not what i want at all.

ok enough of sadistic stuff. anyway i'll try to write whatever i feel here cuz i've received many feedbacks that my zibi-zhen is getting bad to worse. so for the sake of my dearest i will divulge whatever i can! :) a step closer to curing my illness haha.

anyway today the cheapos celebrated my birthday for me! thanks man for going sushi tei and reminding me of the sad truth that i cannot eat seafood! hahaha.. just kidding lah. and so sweet of you guys to make cards for me! so happy that you guys know i like cards so much :) and thanks jinpei for putting so much effort in ur 'shopping bag' design and kop-ing your mama's mei zhen xiang paper bag nylon string! and rach, buck up on ur deco hor ur art rocks one ok. i just saw the puzzle you gave me for my sec 3 birthday! and my kuku fat pale and big face. hahahaha. gam xia to all! and the baby g watch! lol.. thanks thanks! kim not bad leh i think yest when u asked me why i nv wear watch i never suspect anything cuz ur acting so natural. jinpei and you can go join star search *wo fei de zui gao zui yuan!*

and not forgetting, aifung for the pretty perlini silver ear rings! hahaha.. not that i never wear ear rings but i always cannot find my ear holes so never wear lor! :D meet up for singing/shouting soon!

thanks everyone! will update more suay happenings if there's any! till then see ya!