i survived the first week of school

chiang chiang chiang! my first week of tertiary life has finally ended!

i was really sian diao on sunday night which i suffered serious PMS.. i PMS until 5am before i went to lie down. i woke up at 12pm and left my house at 2.30pm for the 3.30 class. i saw my cousin going home and she actually had a friend. I HAD NONE.

so i walked to my LT.. aimlessly and registered with the person to get my notes. i walked in, found a place and sit down. i was telling myself "okay, i'm going to make friends with anyone sitting beside me. but i wont make friends with people who already have a clique. it will only reflect that i am desperate and pathetic."

and wahseh, those sitting beside me all had friends. so i endured my first math lect/tut alone. SOBS. i went home alone and it was raining. bus ride was cold and jam all the way. :(:(

actually, i saw sharon's dance friend in the lecture but i am worried that i will recognise the wrong person. so i went home that night and search for her friendster. WE GOT THE EXACT TIMETABLE! i cannot explain and describe how relieve i was seriously. i don have anyone who have 1 single same lecture as me.. and i was so helpless :(

until yesterday during my banking and finance lecture, i met so many secondary school classmates. like mini-bowen 4e3 gathering like that. *($*&@#^^#@%^#%$!!! i love b&f!

i had econs and poa today. not too badd... but i was struggling to keep myself awake due to the fact i slept at 4am yest cuz of the chalet and woke up at 9am this morning. it is almost mission impossible for myself. hahaha. i was yawning and stoning so badly today.

next week, i'll be skipping my first lecture liao ahahaha. the math is totally useless, but i'll be back for the 3rd lect. and thurs is national day, meaning i am spared from 2 other lects! i will only be attending b&f (again!) on national day's eve. thinking about it now, i think my timetable really suck, since all the days end at 6.30pm for me.

to those who wanna jio me out: i have school on mon, wed and thurs until 6.30! wanna date me just sms meeee! (not like any one of you will but i will be waiting)

anyway i was talking to tina yesterday about allowance. i don dare to ask $$ from my mama cuz my tuition fee is already so expensive. hais sometimes i really feel very guilty cuz my parents never really care which school i go to and i only hope to go into a local uni but still i ended up there and the fees are 40% more expensive. hais. and my mama actually wanna give me alot of allowance. but i decided to take 75% and earn the rest by teaching tuition.

A STEP NEARER TO INDEPENDENCE! :)

i love what i'm learning except where i'm learning. it sucks to still feel that way but i really cannot help it especially when i saw my cca friend at the overhead bridge outside SIM and she had this shock expression "why is li ping doing at SIM?" (although she was on the phone but.. it's written all over her face)

haiyah. shit. ok enough of it.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO XINGXIU AND CHARMAINES!!!!!!!! TOTALLY 2 SPLIT PERSONALITIES BUT SAME BIRTHDAY! THAT IS A SUPER ACCURATE ARGUMENT AS TO WHY HOROSCOPES ARE NOT TRUE AT ALL! HAHAHAHA!!!!

randomly: i think my presence has vanished in many of jc friends' minds. it's sad to know/discover that. oh well, i didnt make the effort to let them know too. look forward.