going blind

went to the optical shop today to get my supply of contact lenses. i think i am too ugly the past few months cuz i've been wearing glasses everywhere i go, simply cuz i cannot see clearly with my current permanent-and-dirrrrty contact lenses!

to my disappointment, my degree increased again. although only 25 each eye, but my left and right eye are seriously screwed.

if i did not remember wrongly..

left eye
short sighted: 175
astigmatism: 225 (almost blind!)

right eye
short sighted: 300
astigmatism: 125

the trip to tan tock seng last year, the eye doctor told me i have a eye problem called squint. apparantly i have problems concentrating to 1 particular object. it is very irritating. i don't think lasik helps! =(

total damage is $150 for 7 pairs. actually i wanted to get 1 year's supply, which is 14 pairs @ $280. but my sister's colleague can get the contact lenses for me at JB! i think i can save up to 40% if i get it in JB. *cheapossss*

going over to esther's place tml for mj! her dear mama bought a brand new mj table just cuz we are heading to her house for mj for the 2nd time! lol her mama is so sweet and cute.

i'm a little depressed too cuz the 9pm show is ending on friday! i know i sound damn lame and stupid but that show is one of my main highlights every weekday! =( anyway, the girl playing as xiuzhen in the show is my sister's good friend in university and she told me that she once had a crush on my cousin! that is like so damn random cuz i don't think that cousin of mine very attractive *lol* cuz she is quite tall and pretty in real life. i will definitely miss auntie autoss and the stupid vat!

anyway i am planning to go bangkok! anyone has any lobang for cheap flight+hotel deals? the cheapest i came across is the one by jetstar but i can only travel in july!! if possible, i want to get out of this island asap! thanks in advance peepssssssss!