ulu pork v2.0

jiejie must have felt that i am going to slip into a depression soon so she dragged me out of bed to eat sushi and watch movie with me the whole day.

and another sister wanted to jio me for mahjong.

went for some kopi yesterday at serangoon. my sister's friend also suspected i have depression. maybe i shld join SDU to make more friends, suggested by kims toh.

i need to be more expressive.
i need to be less analytical.
i need to be less practical. (it rhymes)
i need to think lesser.
i need to be less vulgar.
i need to be engaged in more activities.


too many heartbreaking things going on lately, too many things i think about lately. too many things i daydream lately, too many things i hope it didnt happen lately, too many mood swings lately, too much online-shopping lately, too much "just in singapore" videos lately...

i need to tell someone something badly. but, i do not have the courage to do so. it's not about getting rejected, but embarrassment.

/added

I'm waiting by Your door. says:
you're like a piece of tofu
I'm waiting by Your door. says:
just a nudge and you break
I'm waiting by Your door. says:
please fry yourself in deep oil to become a stronger tofu!
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give me the batter lah
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WAHLAOS
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kns
I'm waiting by Your door. says:
tmr than Give you


i'm going to be a strong tofu!