ulu pork v2.0

you know, i've been reading my past entries and i realised i am not very good at writing (okay, proven by my cmi english and gp grades). i think my blog is BORING and UNINTERESTING. why will you guys waste your time here? hahaha i really wonder!

so, my new resolution will be to only blog when i have many pictures to share and when something really interesting happens. those emotional entries shall be written in the old school style - in a notebook i bought.

i have another new resolution too, to write down 10 things that make me happy everyday. hopefully i can stick to this resolution. it acts as a motivation to me and something i can rely on especially on bad days!

i cannot explain how thankful i am as of this moment!

2008 has been a surprisingly good year for me, maybe because after what i've gone through last year, all the gods in the world decided to spare me and let me enjoy a bit. appeal to project and facilities management was successful and i cannot explain how delighted i am. i'm not trying to boast here, but i am very very glad :)

what is coming up might not be easy. i may not be able to slack and ignore things around me like when i was in SIM. there are going to be more assignments and deadlines to be met, lesser time for me to waste myself away.

thinking about it, i have wasted more 1.5 years of my life away (nov 2006 to june 2008) and i have not studied for 1.5 year too! wahahaha.. i hope my brain has not deteriorated! so now, i am trying to write properly and to speak properly. during my interview for pfm, i was surprised that i speak even better than ever. maybe because i have not been speaking much and i have more time to think before i express myself.

i'm not going to pity myself again
i'm not going to grumble and ask god why all the bad stuff is happening to me.

i'm going to learn to be a happy person again. :)