support

i'm very vexed actually. but i decided not to rant here for the moment.. for the fact that i will regret later and... another 1000 reasons.

perhaps i just need someone to tell me what i am doing is right or wrong. but i am even scared to tell anyone the truth.

i am wearing a mask when i am out every time and it is getting so tiring. that is probably why i prefer to stay at home. i am so much happier.

i'm only hoping that others can treat me w/o any intention, just like the way i treat them. however, sometimes things just get out of hand and i always have a problem dealing with them properly.

i thought i did the right thing this time but it seems like i am not getting any support from people close to me and it really hurts. i cannot help but to think who will come to my rescue when i really need some in the future.

i really wonder.