first monday blues @ work

i think today is my FIRST monday blues.

1. it started out as a very sleepy morning for me. luckily the traffic didn't ignore me too much.
2. i had to wait outside the office for more than 30 mins because the person holding they keys was late. but it's okay since i bought 8-days to entertain myself with.
3. around 10am, i was given one stack of things to do. never mind i'm used to it.
4. spent around 45 mins trying to match the documents which made me totally blur but i tried my best.
5. gave my supervisor what i've collated. she asked "are you okay today or not? how come so lost and not focused in your work"
6. abit pissed, but it's okay.
7. however, the anger seemed to grow and roll.
8. went for lunch super late and came back 15 mins late. got a call from my supervisor. can hear that she sounded pissed.
9. i am pissed too. so i showed black face.
10. my supervisor asked me to call another of my colleague suddenly. i stunned for a while but i called him.
11. he invited me to our department's annual dinner, a treat from our manager.
12. i don't think i'm going cuz i was pissed at that time. but i told him i will get back to him. i feel quite bad cuz he thinks i shld go.
13. around 4pm, i'm quite okay because it seems like no one dared to ask me to do things (hahahaha)
14. i left office at 6.45pm.
15. it totally rocks when i don't have to work OT. so, i wont do anymore OT starting tml!

anyway, i am very troubled by what zh's dad told him. someone enlighten me. i don't want to read too much into things but sometimes i am really disappointed when even my close friends are not willing to give me serious advice and always saying 'aiyah you don't think that way lah". it sounds very "fu yan" (comforting for the sake of it).

yeah. i need heart to heart talks. =(