decisions

well, thinking about it for 2 days i've finally made a decision which some of you might think i give up easily and irresponsible, but it is a decision made by myself and i will account for it.

i will be teaching the 2 kids until the end of their exams, regardless what their result will be. firstly, the workload to teach 2 kids one after another is quite high, especially next year when exams are near. secondly, i'm not that strong in science and i'm finding it hard to teach them so many stuff in 4 hours, that's on top of their homework. thirdly, primary school kids tend to anger you more (hahaha) and i'm not able to handle 2 at a go. fourthly (i actually asked zh how to spell this -_-") i am very stressed teaching the 2 of them cuz i have no confidence, and i think i shldnt be stress and unhappy while trying to earn $$. so, i'm doing this to make myself HAPPY.

you know, after i've made this decision, my menses came immediately! now you know how stress i was before the whole matter... (not that you want to know the menses thing)

anyway, today's banking and finance lecture is interesting but boring at the same time. interesting cuz the lecturer actually taught us how much to save in order to have $1m in 30 years (it is achievable for all of us!), and how much our loan actually amounts to even though banks cite 2.5% for car loans and 5% for property. it widens my knowledge that "what is written on paper might not always be accurate".

well, what's boring is calculation. as usual, i cannot do them cuz i never bring my calculator and the worse thing is scientific calculator is not allowed. meaning if i have to calculate (1.99)^5, i must use those 'normal' calculator and key 1.99 x 1.99 x 1.99 x 1.99 x 1.99.... imagine it is to the power of 10 (it is possible!!!!) i gave up halfway most of the time and just 'shake leg' and wait for answers.

my sister actually wrote emails to me and advised me on my tuition woes, and also all the obstacles i've encountered this year. well, i really thank her but i haven reply her yet. she asked me to draft my 3 months goal, half year goal.... heh heh. i never set goals cuz i never accomplish them. how leh? act blur lor :D

i'm a happy girl now. i'm looking forward to trying my best with my students till their exams, and my friday zoo outing and teo heng trip with zh!

ps: i changed my blogskin cuz i visited kim's. cannot add tagboard leh. how huh? you guys add comments lor ok!

a glimpse of my tutorial. it sucks man.

thats the latest microsoft office 2007. very chim i dunno how to use leh. hahaha. so do u understand? its ok if you dont, but this is a lecture 2 weeks back and i only revised it now :(