tuition blues

i went for my third session of tuition today. abit demoralised.. :(

first 2 lessons were 4 hours straight, 2 hours each for per student. the (elder) brother and the sister. their maths is really weak so i spent alot of time on math.. everything was okay until today's lesson with the brother after my math lecture.

the brother asked me "how come you teach me math you teach so long. my cousin only used 15 mins then i understand already leh!"

he said that after i spent 2 hours doing his math homework.

i was speechless. i didnt know what to say. the best part? his cousin is primary 6 only.

so now, i'm wondering whether is it my teaching method.. am i not suitable to be a teacher or what. haiss... :(

now, i can only try my best to help them in this 2 months and see how it goes. i'm trying my best to help them... and i hope it is enough.

demoralised and sad now :(

/edited after watching 1 litre of tears (self-boost trick)

I WILL DO MY BEST TO HELP THEM. even if the outcome is not what everyone hopes for, at least i can tell myself and others i've tried my best.

:)!