a kaypoh

it's been long that i meddle in affairs which don't directly concerned me.

not in jc
not in workplace

like yesterday, i went to get supper for my family and i saw this indian woman standing on a pail near my corridor, with her slippers thrown aside and her head lying on the rail. she looked depressed and i think she ignored my presence.

i got worried so i started calling my parents at home, as well as my sisters. i asked my dad to talk to the indian woman but the only thing my dad did was to remove the pail. she still stood at the same spot when i returned.

i wanted to call the police if she doesnt leave as she is really emotionally unstable to be staring into space on the 13th floor, but she actually scolded me 'crazy', citing that she can choose so many blocks if she really want to commit suicide.

that's kaypoh incident number 1.

then number 2, i am not sure if i am kaypoh but it involves my friends. i don't think i'm too involved, but i just cannot let things continue and not do anything about it. maybe i am kaypoh, but i am more than glad to be kaypoh in this than to be in incident number 1.

number 3, i gave up my seat on the crowded bus to this auntie cuz i cannot stand 1 idiotic guy who didnt offer his seat when he shld. i stared at him the moment i gave my seat up and stood infront of him until i alighted from the bus. although i was reluctant to give my seat up cuz my bag was so heavy, but my conscience cannot take it.

i'm ignoring too many things around me for a long time. it is time for me to stick to my principles and be myself.