the day started out badly but also the day i reaped the most.

well, i am quite convinced that by relying on yourself and continue to be conpetitive is the best way to do well in mjc, like what i did last year.

having fun in jc only result in negative implications like gettign Fs for geography and math.

lastly, don't watch anymore tv or video. and i still hold on to my principle that friends don't mean to shout at each other (now i recall how jeanette shouted at me during sec 2 and howwww badly i cried in class, infront of zixiang! hahahahaha! he was so shock and so paiseh cuz he thought he made me cry). umm, sounds chim.but whatever, i don't think i shouted at anyone yet but i always tell pple off in a very harsh tone and it is really scary!

but well, guess that everyone is so stress and disappointed now so i promise to omit the bad things away! stay happy man toh li ping. live in your own world! it is quite exciting and interesting cuz u're exploring to enjoy your own company and denying in self-delusion. friends don't matter so much now in that place.

what singhui told me when she called me at 2am yesterday do make sense. we need to be selfish at this crucial period nearing A's. but i really feel very irresponsible. as much as i agree with her, i don't want to let down any friends where who-puts-in-more-effort is concerned.

:):):):)

i will get STRONGER! dianne, rachel, azzimah, sarah, leechen and shaz motivated me today. i will not want/WON'T to get F again. thanks them!!

haiyoh, the atmosphere/mood is so funny today. recalling back, it was the same mood i lived for the whole of last year!