dreams

i thought i told many people that i seldom have dream(s) especially during school term? okay, the reason is obvious because we HARDLY HAVE TIME TO SLEEP where got time to dream? well, after my horrendous snake-and-turtle as well as singing-during-econs-lect dreams, i had another dream yesterday night. this is freaking me out more than any other.

i dreamt that it was the last paper for A Levels (it is math paper i remb) and i have no idea why, mss lai ended up going through the answers in the hall with us! to my horror, i got many of them wrong! (i dunno how i remb the answers i submitted lah but ya lor) then after some tabulations, i realised i got a C or D for math! omfg! nonono i wont want this to happen!! i dont want what happened to me during O Level to happen again!!!

what induced me to this dream: it must be the mjc prelim paper 1 i did yesterday until 4am. i'm sure!

and then shortly after the dream, ms lai ended up announcing who got 3 As for A Level! aiyohh!! and u know what the funny thing is? the backgrd is not mjc's hall but bowen's hall and pple who went up to shake ms lai's hands are BOWENIANS!!! no mj students can, n i remb kularesh (mrs kumar's spoilt son who is the only one in sajc) walking up to the stage!!! wat is the world coming to??!!

another dream which was after the snake but before the math one, was about my sec's sch ah beng. i saw kenny thrice in 1 mth (which is very rare cuz i think i nv see him for 1.5 yrs already) and i was going somewhere with kenny and zixiang (i nv see jackson or reinald leh i dunno why) and they brought me to somewhere that looks like a potential murder scene can! i was instructed to jump out of the flat! okay it sounds dumb but i was supposed to jump because the senior ah beng was supposed to use me as an experiment for some illegal stuff lah! omggg lorrrr.. and i still remb what if i don wan to jump/will i die, he said "i want u to jump so i will know whether u will die or not, if not i ask u to jump for what?!"

awww.. i think i cried in my dream lah. pple ask me to go and die literally can, and if i don jump, i'll still die anyway. so in the end, i jumped and i couldnt remember what happened next. i think i must have hit my head n died. :\


okay you may not understand what nonsense i am trying to say but in conclusion, i need to go loyang dua pekong soon, very very soon. i feel so insecure. ARGHHH!!!!!!!